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51R

51R

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A novel from M B Blissett.

A woman enters into a virtual world to realise her darkest fantasies and falls in love with the man responsible for bringing them to life, pitting her against the rules of the world she has entered.

Coming soon from L&MB Press.

 

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After Work (NSFW)

AFTER WORK

‘Hello.’ I said.

‘Hey.’ David said.

I smiled as I held the phone to my ear as I swiped my pass card then opened the door.

‘How was it?’ he said.

‘Honestly?’ I said.

‘Yes.’ he said.

He almost sounded amused. Continue reading

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When You Were Naughty(NSFW)

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My fingers close on your jaw, firm but gentle as you try to look away. The space between us seethes with unspoken tension and my voice, when it comes, is a bass growl. The sight of you calls out a playful dominance in me.

 

‘You’re mine, baby girl.’

 

You quiver, but my arm around your waist holds you firm as your legs shake.

 

‘Yes, Daddy.’

 

A finger brushes over your lips. An intense curiosity comes over me. My mouth moves to your ear, the soft brush of my beard is reassuring against your cheek and my voice travels through you.

 

‘Have you been a good girl?’

 

You nod. My fingers slide down either side of your neck where they squeeze. Your pulse is fast against my grip. You whimper as I squeeze, whilst I stare into your eyes.

 

‘Are you sure?’

 

You shake your head and I growl, drawing close.

 

‘I’m sorry, Daddy. I’ve tried to be good.’

 

You confess you’ve been touching yourself without permission. My mouth is dry with lust, controlled but ragged by how aroused I am.

 

My right hand unbuttons the front of your jeans. You try to pull back but my hand on your throat holds you in place. The heat comes off you in waves, and I stroke the soft, warm skin of your stomach then let my fingertips graze over the silk of your panties. The dichotomy of dominance and the gentle, playful way I touch you inform each moment. Here, flushed with arousal, we slip off the yoke of responsibility and obligation in favour of playing with one another.

 

I slip my fingers inside your panties and graze them over the warm curve of your pussy.

 

No, my pussy. You shiver as I massage you in slow, careful circles and enjoy the damp heat which gathers at my touch.

 

‘Whose pussy is this?’

 

You gasp and push your hips towards me. Desire glazes your eyes, and each stroke of my fingers draws out thunderclouds of a want across the sky of your eyes.

 

‘Yours, Daddy.’

 

You whimper and my fingers find your clit, throbbing and erect as you shudder and lean back, liquefying by degrees. You give a small, wry smile.

 

‘I know what you’re doing, Daddy.’

 

Without losing my rhythm, I let go of your throat and bring my hand to the hair on the back of your head and twist it between my fingers. You make a small cry from the back of your throat and I continue to stroke you as you look at me.

 

‘You do?’

 

You clutch at me, whimpering as my fingers move against your tender, sopping flesh. Your thighs open and your head goes back.

 

‘Remember to ask permission.’

 

A choked cry escapes between your gritted teeth and my grip on your hair tightens as I growl at you to look at me.

 

‘Please Daddy.’

 

The world has reduced to sensation and attention. Beneath my fingers, you’re soaking wet and the electric glide of flesh makes me careful and inventive. I use the ball of my thumb against your clit whilst I hook a finger up and massage the rough pad of flesh at the top of my pussy. You moan, sweet and low, as you ask permission to come.

 

No.

 

You buck against me but I laugh it off as I lean forwards.

 

‘This happens when you disobey me.’

 

My brooding eyes lock with yours as flashes of savage pleasure twist through you as the blood rushes to your skin.

 

You tell me you’re sorry, over and over.

 

Flushed and quivering with abandon, you ask and I refuse. I lose you to the power of my touch, and what it evokes within you. It focuses every inch of you on my fingers, between your legs and at the back of your head. Here, you are safe to take flight within yourself, despite my prohibition.

 

I deny you for a third time. Something forces you to let go. Your nails dig into the meat of my shoulders as you cry out, flooding my fingers with a gushing, deep warmth.

 

I watch your face, tears beading in the corners of your eyes and press my palm against my pussy, grounding you to the moment as you hold on sobbing with relief.

 

‘Thank you, Daddy.’

 

I stroke your hair. I’m silent, letting my touch speak to the tenderness you inspire. I keep you close, feeling your heart thumping in your chest as you squeeze against me. You fit into me, a heated, tearful complement and penitent enough I forgive your transgression. You whisper into my ear.

 

‘Daddy, I want you inside me.’

 

You unbuckle my belt, and I slide my jeans off my legs as you wrap your fingers around the shaft of my cock as we kiss. Your lips close around my tongue and you suckle it, moaning at the surprising joy as I tug down your underwear and jeans until they’re in a tangle around your ankles. Pure need has you turned around, with your firm, pale buttocks offered. I take the head of my cock and guide it between your thighs. The contact makes me sigh and you lift your hips to take me inside you. The taut, molten river of my pussy welcomes me. There are tentative strokes, adjustments made like an unconscious list of demands, drives given control and made urgent by the need for release.

 

I chase the oblivion in hard, fierce strokes pushing you against the counter as I make it hurt in the ways we both need. Lost in the wonder of your flesh, I pull your hair and thrust into you with a rapid, muscular violence as we lock into a tight, fierce knot of slapping bodies and whatever noises escape the inexorable gravity of our desire.

 

‘I‘m going to come, baby girl.’

 

She reaches back for me, urging me deeper.

 

‘Please, Daddy.’

 

There is no finesse but there is grace in how the orgasm breaks me over its knee, spurting and spilling inside you with a force which makes my eyes roll back in my head. You push back against me, keeping every drop of me inside you with a junkie’s need. This chemical connection made flesh brings out something animal. Free of shame and awkwardness. I lean forwards, bringing my arms around you, breathing you in like smoke as you chuckle with delight.

 

‘You’re such a bad Daddy.’

 

Your voice is a low, smoky rasp as I kiss you on the cheek and tell you I know.

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Sir – Black Mirror Meets Fifty Shades of Grey

https://mbblissett.com/sir/

My series of erotica (NSFW) which I remain proud of, and thought I would bring it to people’s attention, especially with so many new subscribers here.

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Chocolate Covered Strawberries

The queue stretched out the door of the bookshop. I had gotten here as early as I could, but saw that quite a few others had the same idea. My stomach lurched at the thought of just being another face in the crowd, made invisible by weight of numbers. My solipsism had weaved so many scenarios for us, and this, the closest to actual reality, appeared to have unravelled before it could come to fruition.

 

I took ten minutes to get inside, moving myself closer to the front of the room. A small table was dominated by a stack of fresh hardbacks, a jug of chilled water and a glass. Federico, the owner walked through and grinned in disbelief at the numbers.

 

‘If you all buy something, I might make rent this month.’

 

A peal of nervous laughter snaked through the air. The ghost of online purchases made several people grip their copies a little tighter than normal but Federico grinned, flushed with delight at the amount of people in his bookstore. I glanced around, not seeing anyone I knew and enjoyed the slight cessation of my nerves.

 

Federico cleared his throat.

 

‘So, without further ado, allow me to introduce -‘

 

He said his name and my heart pounded in my chest.

 

He walked out from the back of the shop, his caramel eyes twinkling with nervous excitement. He wore a crisp white shirt, blue jeans and a black leather belt. His skin was tan, and his beard was thick and trimmed, dusted with silver around the chin and cheeks.  I watched his mouth, his lips and went into myself with the force of the connection.

 

Max glanced over the sea of people, smiling as he put his hands together.

 

‘Hi, well with these things, you know what you want to hear from me better than I do knowing what you want.’

 

His eyes met mine and he smiled, mouthed ‘hi’ and carried on speaking.

 

My breath grew short in my lungs as our eyes met. The reaction was immediate, fierce and visceral as my thighs clenched against the hot pressure in my pelvis. He kept glancing in my direction, smiling as he spoke. He offered to read a chapter from his work in progress and everyone applauded as he sat down to read.

 

His voice was melodic, with an interesting grain to it which drew people in. His accent made the inevitable erotic overtones sophisticated and beguiling, and by the end of the reading, I could see my own feelings mirrored in the expressions of the audience. They were women, and when Federico broke the spell by asking if anyone had questions, some of them shifted in their chairs, resentful of being woken from the moment of connection he offered.

 

The question-and-answer session alternated between technical questions about his approach and details about the books he had written. He was polite, earthy and pragmatic about his approach but he spoke about it with such passion he grew effusive and intense with it at points. By the time it came to the actual signing, my hands were shaking. To be a few feet away and not able to talk to him after all this time was intoxicating and infuriating.

 

I joined the queue, having brought a copy of his last book. I got to the front, he looked up, flexing his right hand to ease the cramp of repetitive signing.

 

‘Hi.’ I said.

 

He smiled and set his pen down.

 

‘Hey, you. It’s great to see you.’

 

My face flushed and I fought the awkwardness that rushed into me, the warring emotions that his presence evoked in me. Body fought mind, thought and feeling wrestled within me and I passed him the book to sign.

 

He wrote something in the front, then signed it with a flourish and handed it back. His index finger brushed down the length of my thumb and I shuddered with excitement. I moved away and he held my gaze, evoking a twisting anticipation and nerve that made my eyes damp with a depth of feeling that robbed me of my calm. I left the bookstore, finding the mass of people too sensual and in depth to bear for a moment longer. The afternoon was bright and warm, I lifted my chin to the sky and breathed in deep, willing myself to calm down.

I opened the book. He gave me his room number and the pseudonym he had checked in under.

 

Spare key at the desk. Let yourself in if you come.

 

M

 

The signing continued until four p.m. I went to my car and sat behind the wheel, debating the urge to see this through. If this was one opportunity, then I would run with it and see where it went. I looked at myself in the mirrors, recognising the woman who looked back at me, even though I had not seen her in a while.

 

I started the car.

 

2.

 

My voice shook when I asked for the key to the suite. The receptionist rewarded my courage by not looking up from the computer as she slid the card across the desk. I took it and walked to the elevator. The concierge asked me what floor and I told him. The elevator ride took an eternity viewed through the filter of my warring emotions. Each floor promised an exit, but I was rooted to the spot until I arrived at his floor. The doors opened and I stepped out, trusting that my legs would carry me the rest of the way.

 

I let myself in. It was a large suite, with a double four poster bed, a dining table, a mini bar and a desk set by the window. The carpet was thick beneath my feet and I glanced around, surprised by the opulence on display.

 

I heard the door open and turned. He stood in the doorway, a grin of unabashed pleasure and surprise splitting his face in two.

 

‘I didn’t expect you would come.’

 

His voice was soft, tinges of vulnerability set alongside the rough, deep brush strokes of his voice.

 

My mouth was robbed of moisture and I smiled as I turned around. I wondered how I looked to him, in person. My self consciousness could be cruel and here it had a grand opportunity to stick its claws deep into my soul.

 

He stepped towards me.

 

‘Fuck, you are gorgeous.’

 

I flushed and looked away.

 

He shook his head and ran his tongue over his lips. He reached out his right hand and rested it against my cheek. The brush of his fingertips sent an electric charge through me. I squeezed my eyes shut and gave a choked sob. He lifted his hand away and I opened my eyes.

 

‘I’ve not been able to think straight since I saw you today. I don’t know how I made it through the rest of the signing.’

 

His voice had softened and sweetened with vulnerability. I reached up and touched the collar of his shirt, running it between my thumb and forefinger as I gazed into his eyes and nodded.

 

‘Nothing happens here unless you want it to.’

 

His voice had thickened. I glanced at him, the broad shoulders and deep chest beneath the tailored shirt and he rested his hand over mine. His palm was rough and warm against the back of my hand.

 

An eternity passed before he leaned forward, his lips open and I glanced at them, soft and full before I shut my eyes and let every thought go in pursuit of the feelings his words and voice had awoken.

 

They had never gone to sleep.

 

Our lips danced over one another. Each contact was a flame igniting and an electric current charging through me, each pore of my skin opened to him, to all that his words had promised. When his hunger reached his hands, I whimpered and reached to guide them where I needed them the most. His fingers danced and pressed against me and we lost ourselves in the raw, beautiful moment of our first kiss.

 

He pulled back and grinned.

 

‘Are you hungry?’

 

I frowned and he laughed.

 

He went over to the refrigerator and pulled out a silver tray wrapped in cling film which he tore open with lustful gusto. I caught the smell: fresh strawberries and the dark, rich tang of cocoa. He took my hand and pulled me to the bed. He turned and picked up a strawberry between his fingers and slipped it between my lips. I closed my eyes against the fresh, clean sweetness and the following dark, rich burst of cocoa and cream on my tongue. I kissed him and he groaned with pleasure as he put an arm around my waist.

 

‘I will feed you, baby girl.’

 

You had heard him say it again and again but to hear it, in the air then dancing against the tiny bones of your ear, into your brain and body takes you to a place of divine decadence.

 

‘Yes, Daddy.’

 

3.

 

We fed one another, peeling away our clothes as we progressed from playful feeding to smearing streaks of it over one another. We laughed at our audacity, and played things gentle at first, as much to assuage my nerves as to allow us to expand the afternoon into the play I had imagined in the fevered moments where my hands would act in his stead, trying to bridge the distance with the sweet fire of orgasms given up to him.

 

He ran a slice over my nipple and popped it in his mouth as he suckled me. My hand went to the back of his head as I pushed my hips up against him. I told him how sweet he was, and he looked up at me, circling his fruit-covered tongue against my nipple, feeding me with his beautiful, brown eyes as I fed him.

 

He did not rush to undress me. He savoured each unveiling as a treasure in its own right, or used it to enhance the stolen, assertive play of it all. When his fingers slipped underneath the waistband of my panties, and his fingers parted me before sliding forward, a raw, wild power charged through me like wild horses. Beneath his fingers, I clung to him as he massaged me, alternating his mouth between my nipples and breasts, making my chest wet and sticky. He covered me in his filth, took possession of me and made me his.

 

‘Please, Daddy, can I come?’

 

He moved his lips away from my nipple and shook his head. I groaned and pushed against his hand. His touch made me bold with need.

 

‘Please?’

 

He murmured no through a mouthful of my breast and continued to stroke around my clit. Each contact made the throbbing grow in intensity. I fought against it, but his touch was insistent and expert until despite my clenching denials, my orgasm burst within me, sharp and urgent. I clung to him, eyes closed to everything but the power of his touch.

 

He withdrew his fingers and suckled them in his mouth.

 

‘You taste so good, baby girl.’

 

I blushed and looked away but he reached up and brushed his fingers through my hair before he leaned forward and kissed me. I reached to his waist and unbuttoned his jeans, then pushed them down and moved him onto his back. I reached into his underwear and pulled his uncut cock free. I rolled the foreskin between my fingers before I bent at the waist and took him into my mouth. He reached out and took a handful of my hair. The wanton urgency of it made me take him deeper and he gasped as I drew him in and out of my mouth. The velvet hardness of his cock against my lips fed my hunger for him and when he took a firmer grip on my hair, I swirled my tongue around the head and was rewarded with a burst of sweet pre-cum. I gulped it down and looked at him, my eyes wide with the joy of how he moved from giving to receiving without a loss of his power. A crude primacy made me bring my hand and stroke the tight, soft skin of his scrotum, how his testicles were full and the noises he made as I massaged him.

 

He growled that he would come and I nodded, too lost in the ritual of having him in my mouth, under my power and when he pushed his hips upward and grabbed my hair tight, I took in every drop of his vital, masculine self, suspended in the sweet thick fluid of his come. I swallowed him down and lifted my chin so as not to spill a drop.

 

He pulled me down to him and wrestled me onto my back. He reared back, his cock still half hard as he bit his lip and looked at me.

 

‘Oh baby girl, you are something.’

 

He undressed and came forwards. He kissed me on the lips then covered me with them, exploring me with his lips and tongue until he brought his hands under the backs of my knees and pulled me down the bed. A trail of beautiful, burning kisses tickled my navel before he gazed into my eyes and smiled at me.

 

‘My pussy is so beautiful.’

 

He lowered his mouth. He used his tongue and lips together, testing and rejecting particular combinations of pressure and texture based on my response to him. I stroked his head and closed my eyes, let his mouth fill me with a pleasure that was both transcendent and physical.

 

4.

 

Afterwards, when we had exhausted ourselves, he cradled me in his arms and pressed his lips to the top of my head.

 

‘What was that for, Daddy?’

 

I felt his smile opening against my scalp.

 

‘Everything.’

 

His voice had darkened. I had nowhere else I wanted to be, but the world was calling us both.

 

‘I don’t know when or if I will see you again.’

 

The thought lashed across my heart and I struggled to remain lost in the gooey, creamy bliss of his presence.

 

‘Well, it’s funny you should say that.’

 

I lifted my head and looked at him.

 

‘Don’t make jokes like that, Daddy. It’s not funny.’

 

He narrowed his eyes and shook his head.

 

‘I wouldn’t joke about something like that. I can’t confirm anything yet but it’s part of why I’m here on this leg of the tour.’

 

He would not reveal anymore. Instead he took me into the shower with him, we washed and touched one another, hungry for one another beyond the recuperative limits of our bodies. He dressed and walked me out to the car. We did not exchange details because we had never been out of one another’s lives.

 

I would message him, saying and not saying what I had taken from the night together and then one morning, he sent me an email with a link to a local news site.

 

It was a press release that the university would appoint a famous writer to teach a course there in the new term. The photo was from his press kit, a head shot that showed his delicious smile and the sculptured line of his jaw. A moment perhaps when he was alluding to happiness rather than feeling it.

 

I knew though that the smile was for me.

 

For us.

 

I ran my tongue over my lips and tasted strawberries

 

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Drop (Sir 2.0)

It’s when you are away from Daddy which causes doubt and confusion. The tingling certainties are flushed from your system by the routines of waiting.

 

Ingrid puts down the book she’s reading when you’re sat together, you are laid on your bed, palms flat against your stomach and breathing through the restlessness.

 

‘Does he take care of the drop?’  

 

You turn onto your side and bring your knees up to your chest as you peer at her beneath your fringe.

 

‘Yes, he does.’

 

She leans forward, hugging her knees. There is a small red mark on her neck and the faint odour of antiseptic when she moves.

 

‘Do you think it’s real?’

 

The words are spittle on your cheek and you cannot avoid the affront of it. Your upper lip curls back over your teeth, the sting of implication hurts and all the more so when it strikes the soft, open places where Daddy leaves his mark. You turn away.

 

‘It’s his job.’

 

You lower your chin and mumble about being tired. You hear her come over and touch your shoulder.

 

‘I don’t say that to be cruel. When I’m with my master, it’s real but it’s why we come here.’

 

The phone beneath your pillow. The pea beneath the stack of mattresses and you feel it all the time. Not the phone itself but the connection. The subtle prohibition of contact outside the room is the end of the argument but telling Ingrid invites scrutiny you are better off without for now.

 

‘I don’t know. A lot of this is new to me, and I’ve chosen to forego certain things in order to have this.’

 

Your words are careful. You have less here, but also more. What life was before, away from here is something you know all too. The frenzied, packing prickling and the cynical walls between you and your happiness. Queen and subject in the same body, wrestled and opened then in the aftermath he holds you with the same fervour until you tingle for the aftercare as much as the sweeping, expansive symphony of his will and hands working in concert.

 

He hurts.

 

He heals.

 

A small, dark seed passes from Ingrid to you. The soil of disappointment suffocates everything but the toughest, gnarled weeds and there, they sprout with speed, hungry for the air of limited circumstances and disappointment.  You swallow without tasting and Ingrid hears her name called. You close your eyes against the small tight pebble of tension which rolls around the hollows of your eye sockets.

 

Your name calls you from a thin, restless sleep.

 

Your thoughts are chattering, dancing out of time with the normal flow of anticipation, sensation, affection and affirmation. Everything feels packed, jostling as you walk to the changing room.

 

You shower but the water falls like nails and you twist beneath the water, inflamed and irritated by ancient, nameless beasts of insecurity. The predators which you came here to escape from. 

 

A pink t shirt dress which falls to mid-thigh.

 

Black panties with dayglow stars in a constellation pattern across the back and a half cup bra underneath.

 

The path leads you but you’re shifting, restless and dark. You are on the verge of tears when you press your palm against the door and it opens onto Daddy stood over a black rectangular table, with holes inset at each corner. He wears a black t shirt which clings to his shoulders and across his chest. A fresh shave makes his cheeks and head glow. The smile on his face falls when he looks at you.

 

He takes you in his arms and the warm, soft rush of contact pinches you hard enough to cut your breath short.  Every cell hungers but your doubts are a thin, dark film over everything and tears won’t wash them away.  He holds you tight and strokes your hair but he stops and steps backwards.

 

‘Baby girl?’

 

You glance up at him, eyes blurred with tears as the anxiety clamps you between its teeth and shakes you like a rag doll.

 

‘Am I real to you?’

 

He furrows his forehead, jaw tight with tension as his arms fall by his side.

 

‘I mean, do you have this with the other ones you see? I wouldn’t be mad if you did Daddy but I need to know because –‘

 

The words lurch out, tender and squalling like sick baby birds fleeing the nest.

 

‘Traffic light?’

 

Saying green would be a lie but you’ve twisted yourself into a knot over this so tight you can’t fucking breathe.

 

‘Amber.’

 

He comes towards you, takes your hands in his and stares into your eyes. His luminous brown eyes, pools of gentle warm humour are harder and glistening like fresh scar tissue.

 

‘I don’t see anyone else.’

 

You look at him. The taut, lean body and his face. Glancing at his hands prompts a tiny apocalypse in your body each time you see him.

 

‘Don’t blow smoke up my ass, Daddy.’

 

He gestures to the door behind him.

 

‘You can log a complaint, see my client roster anytime, baby girl.’

 

His voice is hard, eyes flaring with assertion. The idea stabs at you and you shake your head from side to side.  You start to step away, shivering and upset.

 

Fucking Ingrid.

 

Fucking insecurities.

 

His hands stay down by his sides.

 

‘You can leave at any time, move to a different power exchange and see how you get on there.’

 

The hardness does not leave his voice but his eyes are soft.

 

‘If you feel I’m faking this, baby girl, then you should go and find something more authentic.’

 

Your eyes are itching with unshed tears as you lean forward, babbling against the tumult of fears and insecurities, a swarm of stinging insects vandalising the hive they’ve build in your soul.

 

‘I never said you were faking it, Daddy, but there are other exchanges going on..’

 

You move towards him. His hands come up and cup your face in his warm, rough hands. They smell of fresh coffee and vanilla and he whispers his thumbs over your cheekbones.

 

His eyes darken and he tells you in a low, gentle voice to get on the table. The hard light of surrender chases away the murk of anxiety and uncertainty but it does not defeat it. You flinch and he strokes your face.

 

‘Traffic light?’

 

You shiver and look towards the table. You can go back anytime you want, but you know the place too well to see it anew. He is not pleading or defending himself, splattering you with reason and logical arguments.

 

He is action, and just when you need it.

 

‘Green.’

 

You climb onto the table

 

 

 

 

 

 

M B Blissett
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It’s when you are away from Daddy which causes doubt and confusion.

Ingrid puts down the book she’s reading when you’re sat together, on your bed, palms flat against your stomach and breathing through the restlessness.

‘Does he take care of the drop?’

You turn onto your side and bring your knees up to your chest as you peer at her beneath your fringe.

‘Yes, he does.’

She leans forward, hugging her knees. There is a small red mark on her neck and the faint odour of antiseptic when she moves.

‘Do you think it’s real?’

The words are spittle on your cheek and you cannot avoid the affront of it. Your upper lip curls back over your teeth, the sting of implication hurts and all the more so when it strikes the soft, open places where Daddy leaves his mark. You turn away.

‘It’s his job.’

You lower your chin and mumble about being tired. You hear her come over and touch your shoulder.

‘I don’t say it to be cruel. When I’m with my master, its real, but it’s why we come here.’

The phone beneath your pillow. The pea beneath the stack of mattresses and you feel it all the time. Not the phone itself but the connection. The subtle prohibition of contact outside the room is the end of the argument but telling Ingrid invites scrutiny you are better off without for now.

‘I don’t know. A lot of this is new and I’ve chosen to forego certain things.’

Your words are careful. You have less here, but also more. What life was before, away from here is something you know all too. The frenzied, packing prickling and the cynical walls between you and your happiness. Queen and subject in the same body, wrestled and opened in the aftermath he holds you with the same fervour until you tingle for the aftercare as much as the sweeping, expansive symphony of his will and hands working in concert.

He hurts.

He heals.

A small, dark seed passes from Ingrid to you. The soil of disappointment suffocates everything but the toughest, gnarled weeds and there, they sprout with speed, hungry for the air of limited circumstances and disappointment.  You swallow without tasting and Ingrid hears her name called. You close your eyes against the small tight pebble of tension which rolls around the hollows of your eye sockets.

Your name calls you from a thin, restless sleep.

Your thoughts are chattering, dancing out of time with the normal flow of anticipation, sensation, affection and affirmation. Everything feels packed, jostling as you walk to the changing room.

You shower but the water falls like nails and you twist beneath the water, inflamed and irritated by ancient, nameless beasts of insecurity. The predators which you came here to escape from.

A pink t-shirt dress which falls to mid-thigh.

Black panties with dayglow stars in a constellation pattern across the back and a half cup bra underneath.

The path leads you but you’re shifting, restless and dark. You are on the verge of tears when you press your palm against the door and it opens onto Daddy stood over a black rectangular table, with holes inset at each corner. He wears a black t-shirt which clings to his shoulders and across his chest. A fresh shave makes his cheeks and head glow. The smile on his face falls when he looks at you. A cabinet stands to the right, made from black hardwood, closed to you.

As you feel to him.

He takes you in his arms and the warm, soft rush of contact pinches you hard enough to cut your breath short.  Every cell hungers but your doubts are a thin, dark film over everything and tears won’t wash them away.  He holds you tight and strokes your hair but he stops and steps backwards.

‘Baby girl?’

You glance up at him, eyes blurred with tears as the anxiety clamps you between its teeth and shakes you like a rag doll.

‘Am I real to you?’

He furrows his forehead, jaw tight with tension as his arms fall by his side.

‘I mean, do you have this with the other ones you see? I wouldn’t be mad if you did Daddy but I need to know because–‘

The words lurch out, tender and squalling like sick baby birds fleeing the nest.

‘Traffic light?’

Saying green would be a lie but you’ve twisted yourself into a knot over this so tight you can’t breathe.

‘Amber.’

He comes towards you, takes your hands in his and stares into your eyes. His luminous brown eyes, pools of gentle warm humour are harder and glistening like fresh scar tissue.

‘I see no one else.’

You look at him. The taut, lean body and his face. Glancing at his hands prompts a tiny apocalypse in your body each time you see him.

‘Don’t blow smoke up my ass, Daddy.’

He gestures to the door behind him.

‘You can log a complaint, see my client roster anytime, baby girl.’

His voice is hard, eyes flaring with assertion. The idea stabs at you and you shake your head from side to side.  You step away, shivering and upset.

Fucking Ingrid.

Fucking insecurities.

His hands stay down by his sides.

‘You can leave, move to a different power exchange and see how you get on there.’

The hardness does not leave his voice but his eyes are soft.

‘If you feel I’m faking this, baby girl, then you should find something more authentic.’

Your eyes are itching with unshed tears as you lean forward, babbling against the tumult of fears and insecurities, a swarm of stinging insects vandalising the hive they’ve built in your soul.

‘I never said you were faking it, Daddy, but there are other exchanges going on..’

You move towards him. His hands come up and cup your face in his warm, rough hands. They smell of fresh coffee and vanilla and he whispers his thumbs over your cheekbones.

His eyes darken and he tells you in a low, gentle voice to get on the table. The hard light of surrender chases away the murk of anxiety and uncertainty but it does not defeat it. You flinch and he strokes your face.

‘Traffic light?’

You shiver and look towards the table. You can go back anytime you want, but you know the place too well to see it anew. He is not pleading or defending himself, splattering you with reason and logical arguments.

He is action, and just when you need it.

‘Green.’

You climb onto the table. The hem of your t-shirt dress rides up your backside and you go to tug it down but Daddy takes a slow appreciative intake of breath. The response is visceral, and a thin, hot wire of desire cauterizes the doubt for a second. You turn and lay on your back, resting on your elbows as he walks over to you.

‘Lay down with your arms above your head.’

His voice is firm but playful as you tingle with surrender.

You stretch out and he walks around you. The lights dim around you as he goes to the cabinet and opens the doors. He comes back with three pairs of restraints, Velcro cuffs with lengths of black elastic trailing off them and a blindfold.

He wraps one pair of cuffs around each wrist and loops the elastic down through the holes in the  upper corners of the table.  Your heart thumps in your chest, tasting adrenaline and nerves on your tongue but already feeling a slow, rolling build up of moist arousal deep in the heart of your pelvis.

‘Traffic light?’

You gaze at him but he does not smile.

‘Green.’

He nods and walks down to the other end of the table, affixes a cuff to each of your ankles and repeats the process. He adjusts the tension, using your expression as a barometer of intent before he stands back and admires his work. He pushes your thighs apart and looks at you, the material over your crotch is damp, making your thighs oiled with arousal. The t-shirt has ridden up your hips and he steps forwards, smooths it down your stomach and gives you a smile of quiet reassurance as he strokes your stomach and gazes into your eyes. He strokes your hair and breathes with you before he glances down the length of you, restrained and displayed, a banquet for his attention with no awareness of his appetite or capacity beyond experience.

He holds the blindfold over you, allowing you to see it and reading your face for any expression of discomfort.

‘Traffic light?’

‘Green.’

He drapes it over your eyes and the warm, complete black drops you into another dimension of sensation.  You hear the clip of his feet and you yelp when his hands rest on the waistband of your panties. His fingers trace along a seam and you lift your hips to accommodate him but he presses his palm against your stomach and pushes you down. Both hands gather at the seam like conspirators, bunching the material between his fists as he tears them off your ass. You writhe with surprise.

‘Hold still.’

You obey him and he pushes your thighs apart.

‘Ready for more, baby girl?’

You nod with a clumsy enthusiasm, salivating with excitement as he grazes his fingertips down the ripe curve of your pussy.

‘I know I make you a little crazy but it’s natural.’

His hand cracks against your pussy, a slap which makes you yelp and buck against your restraints. His breathing deepens and grows thick as the intimate, tender pain sets you reeling with its argument.

‘Can you handle more?’

You nod but he remains silent and still.

‘Yes Daddy, I can. I’m being a good girl.’

He smacks you again, the sting is sublime, and the rough strength of his hand against you makes you tender to everything. You arch your back, thirsting for the uncomplicated bliss of his hurt. It is not pain without context, when he removes his hand, the throbbing rush makes you wet and tender as you rub your thighs together, using the friction to heighten the sensation. You take to his hand like its purpose. It is less complicated than obligation and propriety. You are surfing a wave of intimate pain, every pore a choirboy singing to the surrounding universe. He comes up and strokes your face.

‘Traffic light?’

You whisper, blessed out and exhausted.

‘Green.’

He unwraps your wrists, massaging the flesh between his thumb and forefinger before he leans over and kisses you on the forehead.

‘You took it like a good girl.’

Your head is full and empty, cleansed of doubt and alive to everything. You reach up and touch him. Your hand trembles where you touch him, and he smiles at you. His soft, full lips are curved in a smile and you reach up, pulling him down to you. His lips graze over yours and you kiss, propelled by sheer hunger for the fragile treasure of his mouth against yours. When you draw back, you feel electrified, soft and free again.

‘I did Daddy.’

He reaches over and unwraps the cuffs on your ankles and slips his hands under the backs of your knees, lifting them as he gazes into your eyes and draws you forward.

‘Traffic light?’

You shudder, breathless with anticipation as he turns his mouth against the inside of your thigh. His mouth is soft and languid as he kisses downwards, breathing in through his nose as he tastes your skin with an intense, bold concentration. When you look down, his eyes are on you and the tickle of his breath against your pussy, tender from his discipline makes your spine uncoil with sublime sensation. He turns his face towards you, and licks upwards in a hungry, slow sweeping motion. You cry out as the tip of his rough, warm tongue circles around your tender, pulsing clit and when his fingers dabble around the first inch of your vagina, the heightened sensations are unequivocal and undeniable. It is not instant, but his control and your surrender are conspirators in your pleasure. You ask him for permission to come and he shakes his head no, lips and cheeks shining with your arousal.

‘Please Daddy.’

He lowers his mouth back to you and you reach for him, clutching with need as he teases delicate patterns of wonder with his lips and tongue. You catch the mingled scent of your musk and his, the pheromone symphony of fuck as you press against his face, free to be greedy with pleasure as you move against his face, asking him for permission to come. He denies you a second time and you turn your face, shutting your eyes as a brutal wave of pleasure washes you away.

Third time is the charm. He whispers his assent, an amused consideration which sends you reeling as you relinquish the last notions of your anxieties and doubts. You dive into the ocean of you, and he is the undercurrent, the bedrock and all things between. You grind yourself against his mouth and the first signs of the impending orgasm arrive in hard, expanding bursts of joy. You cling to him and force everything within you, salt and sweet, hard and soft into him.

Daddy can take it. So can you.

Your vision blurs and your temples throb. The absence is as overwhelming as the totality of your orgasm and he is there, wrapping you up in his arms and pressing you against his chest. Tears fall but he kisses them away without seeking to resolve them past falling. You whisper in his ear.

‘I’m sorry Daddy.’

He keeps hold of you, stroking your hair as you plant clumsy, joyous kisses all over his face. The perfume of your orgasm is sticky like wild honey on his face, and you lose yourself in the comfort he offers you.

‘There’s nothing to forgive. I can tell you all day about how I am, who I am baby girl.’

You take his face in your hands and the love crushes and rebuilds you in the same perfect moment.

‘I love you Daddy. I’m sorry‘

He puts his finger to your lips and shakes his head.

‘But I’d rather show you. Which is what I need to tell you.’

He starts to whisper and you squeeze him close, and what he tells you is terrifying and thrilling.

A way out. Together.

M B Blissett
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Sir 2.0 (Interlude)

You see other women being called. The night times sing with their whispered stories, a chorus of solipsism and wonder at the release of surrender. Absence and isolation are cumulative and soon your body has forgotten the intensity of his touch, but you cradle the memory inside you. Bruises fade but your nerves are perfect guardians of your experience. When your fingers steal between your thighs, feverish and knowing, you bite back your cries as you press your face into the pillow, humping your hand until the orgasm washes through you. It is an act of maintenance like shaving your legs, something analgesic but unsatisfying for long. He has taken something from you which you cannot generate within yourself.

In your dreams, the pieces of you which belong to him glow with the need to connect, to surrender to his will.

You wake up tasting him on your lips and the sweetness makes you want to curl up and weep. If this is a test, then it is one of anhedonic torture, denial without release, supplication without reward. The world becomes cold and bland in its comforts. You’re fed, clothed, free to bathe, respected and acknowledged but you are forever apart by his absence. The phone goes unanswered and he does not reply to your messages.

He has not taken on other women. You’ve asked, disappointed at how effective a flagellant you are when someone hands you the means to hurt yourself but the thrill of him, the way he handles you, fucks you with an urgent mastery has left its mark on you. His silence, his absence becomes a thing of cruelty.

Your name. The effect is immediate, jolting you into sudden and savage action before you regain control of yourself. The thrill is too acute for anger, but you keep a morsel of your anguish to serve to him, already incorporating it into the baroque play of your fantasies made flesh. You’ve denied yourself, made your desires to be something awkward and shameful but in this world, they are as natural as the tides and the setting sun.

His world.

The thought excites and frightens you in equal measure.

You follow the lights to the room but one of the woman bumps into you as she strides from the opposite direction. You fall back, remaining upright as the piece of paper appears in the damp cradle of your palm.  She looks at you with warning eyes, full lips pulled back over her teeth as she shakes her head and carries on past you.

The paper is in your hand and you glance down at it, the small neat letters written with such intensity. It is the size and dimensions of a fortune in a cookie.

HE’S NOT THERE. SAY YOU’RE SICK.

Tears brim in your eyes as you look at the paper in your hands, reading it over and over, dumb with shock. The path of lights flash in irritated bursts as you swallow the piece of paper. Had he written it? You imagine the rough press of his fingers against the pen, the paper and ingesting it allows you to keep him close to you. Memories and imagination are fertile ground for the woman he’s made of you, but flesh and control are his seeds, planted with deep roots within you.

You stand outside the door and press your palm against the control panel. It opens with a soft hiss onto darkness.

‘Come in.’

The voice, altered to a shifting pitch, sourced in a cultured, controlled accent makes your bowels turn to water.

Sir.

You put your hand to your stomach and gulp.

‘I’m not feeling too good. I have turned up but I don’t want to play.’ You say.

His laughter is the crack of a stained glass window being shattered. Discovery coats the back of your throat like you’ve bitten into an abscess but you rein yourself in.

‘Neither do I. Come in.’ he says.

Your legs are hollow but you totter inside. The door closes behind you and clicks with a pneumatic rasp.

Thinking of him is a betrayal, but it is armour against the silent, cold darkness of Sir and his judgement.

It begins with a chair being slid behind you and an instruction to sit down. Despite the darkness, sweat gathers at the base of your spine and the backs of your knees as you sit down.

(Offered up in response to people asking for more episodes. Previous episodes can be found here)

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