Sometimes I Feel Lonely

Sometimes I feel all alone, I have friends and I have family, But they all are too busy for me. Sometimes I feel so lonely, I’m surrounded by people all day, But none of them make me feel wanted. Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one, In the relationship of two. I’m here&present while […] … Continue reading Sometimes I Feel Lonely


The End Of The Affair (Quote)

I loved this film, beautifully filmed and devastating. This scene struck me in particular. Sarah: Love doesn't end, just because we don't see each other. Maurice Bendrix: Doesn't it? Sarah: People go on loving God, don't they? All their lives. Without seeing him. Maurice Bendrix: That's not my kind of love. Sarah: Maybe there is … Continue reading The End Of The Affair (Quote)

Reflections in two mirrors

He sent them to be seen by her. That he had tangible proof of his commitment to his purpose and his growth. Each session, each rejection of easy but costly temptation was there in the heft of his pectorals, the lines and striations in his hip flexors and the way that the softness around his … Continue reading Reflections in two mirrors

To Be Seen

I wish to be seen Desired Appreciated Even as I walk through The faded hours Alone I respond to  Small bursts of  Recognition Stars to light my way On the darkest parts Of the path I walk I do not need it But my want is a trade Where you inspire And in return,  I … Continue reading To Be Seen

A rainbow

​you  a walking rainbow in person Brilliant clear blue Henna red and creamy white Seen but never reached Formed in perfect juxtaposition Of storm and sunshine Tried to walk But you were never Going to meet me  Halfway So instead I watch Until finally you fade Like you were never there

Two Pages (16/10/16)

Today's date almost looks like a palindrome. I've finished the last draft of Until She Sings. I have also started editing She's Here. Lawful Evil is going well, and am now some 250 pages into the first draft.  I've been doing a lot more reading the last few days, and have ploughed through quite a … Continue reading Two Pages (16/10/16)