Worlds
Where we never met
Where I didn’t message you
Or I died tragically young
Terribly old
Where I lived in shadow
Afraid to let the light touch my soul
Worlds Where I didn’t
Betray my marriage and don’t feel
Guilt and relief when I look at the space on my finger
Where I didn’t let her go
Or she never arrived
Where I was smart enough
Good enough
Where I didn’t feel like dying
Worlds other than this
But here in this one
All and nothing
Alone in a way I can’t explain or justify
This is the only world I know
And across them all
You