It isn’t
I hide
But I know
The world is
Interested in
What I offer
Not who I am
So staying awake
Even when my eyes
Burn with seeing too
Much
Too much understanding
And I’ve long since
Let go of the idea
Of any extrinsic reward
Just me
But the opposition has been
Great and I’ve risen
To each challenge
Even when I’ve sought
Somewhere else
A quiet place to howl
Like a motherfucker
But there’s no shame in
Bearing the pain
So long as you show your
Teeth
And when I shake with passion
It’s enough
To wake the dead
But mostly
I smile
Stay awake
Too much to do
Too much to do
And I will win
Because I’ve been
Awake for so long
And the dreams don’t
Give themselves form
Only I
Can
Do
That