Loud in ignorance,
Stuffing down the chaos
Until it clawed at the lining
Of my stomach,
Blood was cold,
Couldn’t feel my legs,
But I kept walking,
Determination being the
Most valuable trait left to me,
But the beast had never sought
My ruination,
Only acknowledgement,
Integration,
And so in endless twilit
I listened, heard the inherent pleas,
Found within me
The means to bring it to the
Surface.
Quieter now but not from a lack
Of things to say
But action speaks more eloquent
And when you beg I slip my collar,
Ravish you without restraint,
It is me without pretence,
Baggage smouldering outside,
Here and open to leave
Marks and suffused you in
Dizzying lust,
Read fairy stories and fix
Things without being asked,
When I am not there,
Open the window,
Hear the roar of the wind,
It is my breath
Calling your name.