Quiet rituals
Where I close the door
Let go
I am a beast
Of purpose,
But such control
Warrants cessation
So I let it come,
Remain open to it,
Not from self pity,
But it has the quality of
Twilight and faith
To it,
I miss the wine of your lips,
The drug of your skin,
The delight of your surrender,
I am made operatic by it
In private,
But by day,
I put the armour on again,
It is not an exit strategy,
But a prayer, a meditation,
Onwards into sleep now
(I miss you)